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#4 - Wishes

Frequently joked about, but it does give a good insight into the mind of a person- If you get the Alladin's Genie right now, What three wishes would you ask for?  Somtimes on first thought the answers feel superficial. I would ask for a billion dollars, or most beautiful looks in the world, or even some sort of intelligence. Usually pertaining to personal gains solely affecting the wisher. (can the Genie be called a Wishee ) On further thought we could literally cure hunger, stop or even reverse global warming or advance mankind to an extremely advanced civilisation. Get answers to questions we always have wished for, what even is the meaning of life? Thinking about this has a tendency to make you feel overwhelmed. Having wishes is an overwhelming situation in itself but the fact we get only three increses the pressure ten-fold. I haven't thought that much into it honestly but I should and eventually edit this post accordingly? Maybe or maybe not. Wish #1 For the first wish I...

#3.1 - Life Update

I am feeling slightly better. My parents  mother keeps yapping about everything I have fucked up and I am getting better at dealing with it. I have decided that I want to pursue B. Com.  I have very specific goals in my mind and finally I think I know what I am going to do. I just need to figure out the how part and I am all set.  Do B.Com  Have a shit ton of co-cirriculars in finance and marketing Prepare for CAT Do MBA from IIM-A This is what I am aiming for. I am hopeful actually now. I know for a fact that I will try my best and will be unfazed by what anyone will say. In other news. I am taking a detox from phone and social media. I couldn't open my phone/whatsapp for a couple of days and I realized nobody missed me so I feel like I should reduce the usage drasticcally. It also feels better. I feel more alert and inclined to work when I am off of any sort of social media or OTT. I am finally going to give in my best. I hope I don't fail.

#3 - A to Z of Me

A - Anoushka  B - Batman! One of my favourites and coolest superheros. I love his aesthetics and character. C - Chester Bennington. A great singer. His was one of the first deaths I had encountered in my life and felt deeply. D - Dogs! I really want a pet and dogs are the most amazing creatures in my opinion. E  - Espresso. An amazing beverage which I absolutely love. I don't drink coffee frequently thought, due to fear of developing an addiction.  F -  Football. I used to play it night and day. Now, even though I have lost touch I would love to play agaon. I love this game. G -  Guitar! This is my favourite musical instrument and I am really passionate about it.     Greeks. I love mythology, history and learning about cultures of different countries. My favourite      being greece. H - Hogwarts. The place of my dreams, where I always wanted to go. I -  Ireland. I don't know why but I want to live here in this beautiful country....

#2 - Retrospection

I have been in places(mentally) that I am not proud of. There have been times I have caught myself thinking about things I should feel ashamed to feel. Wrong, unethical things and sometimes I don't understand them. I think to myself  sometimes "Is my moral compass astray?" I have done things I am not proud of, small things most of the time; Once when I saw an injured pigeon and thought that good that it happened to that creature even though I inherently don't hate pigeons as much. Other times they are life altering decisions- like breaking up with my girlfriend and cutting off from every other friend I had for a long time.  It was just something I did when I felt down and needed someone to blame. Honestly I don't even know why I did what I did. I wish I had better self awareness. Self awareness, this word always reminds me of that one greek story about Androcles and the lion. The lion was constantly attacking villagers at night and going out of its territory thing...

Introduction

 Hello everyone  This blog acts as a side project on keeping my skills of writing and grammar upto a certain level through practice as well as giving me a certain reminiscence down the years when I look back (Something like a time-capsule). I will try to Post each week atleast one article usually pertaining to the 150 Writing Prompts if I don't get any inspiration. My goal is to write around 50 articles a year for as long as it is feasible. This is the start of something I hope stays for a time long enough for me to look back on this post and wonder "What was I even doing back then?" or it could also be a sort of a "Letters to my older self" blog. I haven't decided yet. I will just keep writing and moulding it according to the feel and mood I have. So welcome. We'll start with an introduction which is not a very easy thing to do for me as I have two faces- one I show to others and one I keep to myself. Recently I have gotten so used to pretending that I ...